Dear diary,
OVERDOSE
Emotions are swirling in my heart like lava in a volcano
I’m a volcano
I’ve hurt you over and over again
And we just choose to ignore like nothing happened
Ignorance is bliss
Ignorance is bliss
I hate it
You allow me to touch your heart and then you push me away
Until I hurt you again and again
Then we ignore
The cycle continues
No one wants to sit and talk and sort things out
We just ignore continually, drowning our emotions and fears beneath clouds of happiness
Going high and sinking low
Overdose of drugs that last only a few moments
Drugs of our own creation, tiny moments of happiness that make the hurt worse
Your heart beats for mine but ypu won’t say it
All cause you choose to ignore and get high again
Jemimaš±
EMOTIONS
It’s the pillow, it’s the bed
It’s a thousand thoughts inside my head
That pass through my mind when I close my eyes
And haunt my dreams all through the night
A prayer for peace, a prayer for love
A prayer for pain, a prayer for hurt
It’s not as if I can change the past
Or make these memories forever last
Because my prayer for peace is a prayer for pain
And I pray for hurt that only love can sustain
For to love is to hurt and to want beyond all need
And to be strong even when you feel weak
And if we hurt together, it won’t be so bad
At least we have a love that we know will last
I miss you and I don’t know if you feel the same
And I’m too scared to ask you for her name
The love may be dying but I don’t know
For now, though, I am hurting alone
Jemimaš±
Hey, guys. So I have two poems for you today. I couldn’t post just one because they are almost incomplete without each other. I really want to know what you think about it and your own interpretation so please drop a comment. Last week someone responded and she was so on point with her analysis. Shout out to Anu Situ!
I have a clue for y’all. The two poems represent two different stages in a relationship.
Hope you have a great day!
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